worst night yet

This was unreal. I lost 8 of 9 to start the night. I was down over $500 early on and never could get back to even. I played 52 games tonight just trying to get to even and I'm finally stopping down $250. 3 times I got within 2 wins of being .500 on the night and I'd get 3 outted or something stupid and go back to 5 wins under .500. Like 1 idiot tells me on hand 1 he's going to shove. I had JJ just waiting of course he limp/folds. Hand 2 I had AT and raise and he insta shoves so I decide to gamble cause I'm sure he had nothing. He had J8s and gg me. :-(

I think I may stay at the 57s for a while and try to get caught up on my bills and grind up a roll. I think 10 buy ins is fine if you are taking a shot up and don't mind moving down but the last few days I've seen some brutal streaks and I'm playing mostly losing players. So I'd like to get up to 50BIs maybe so I can take a hit and not have to think about moving down. Also since the 115s on Stars don't go off that often I can pick and choose some to play when I feel like it.

Anyway my arm is fixing to fall off cause I just did 52 straight HU games and I think I need a drink LOL!